What do u do when for the first time you thought about killing yourself? This is a rhetorical question.

Lol i dont like this world at all, its disgusting, its stupid, i only like .0000000000000001% of the worlds population. Majority of the people are fake, men cant govern themselves and society is finally getting to me. Ive been happy for the past 2 months but i know its not going to last and i dont feel like getting old and withering and then finally expiring. This is why i dont think about the future and why i stay ignorant of whats going around outside my circle, i cant take the fact that this world just fucking sucks. Do i sleep under a boring rock or just sleep eternally. Decisions Decisions Decisions